cinta..is it that hard??

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"LOVE ME, LOVE ME NOT.. LOVE ME, LOVE ME NOT"

kate seorang aktres Hollywood, sambil memetik gitar kelopak bunga one by one, dlm sebuah filem yg aku tonton tak lama dulu.

love. is it that hard?? seriously aku bkn la luv specialist. tp mat and minah gersang alwiz be around me, and that emerges a FAQ; what is on their mind actually.

to me, cinta tu ade definisi dlm metafora yg pelbagai. tp yg aku nak highlight kt sini ialah hablumminannas (hubungan sesama manusia). spt definisi nye yg metafora, cinta boleh dtg dlm pelbagai bentuk dan atmosfera. kdg2 ia boleh membantu, and instead create a confusion.

"love is a sweet torment" - cinta tu adalah seksaan yg menyenangkan !!


selalu nye aku tengok org2 sekeliling aku yg terjerat di kamar rindu cinta berbunga sepi di pesisiran pantai diselangi hembusan bayu lembut mengusik kalbu ni, mule2 akan keliru utk menyusun the things that they do daily. aku pernah berbual dgn seorang brader kat foodcourt dlm kampus tempat aku belajar.

aku         : kitorang ni baru masuk, so tak de la byk sgt assignment k0wt.
brader    : ehmm..abg dah lame kt sini. dah phm perangai bdk2 kat sini. nnt kalau dah dpt awek takde ke mane assignment tu dewh..haha

yeah, it starts with confusion. and the steps further are we who decide to make it moves. kalau betol care nye, then it ours, and instead.

maka tersebut la alkisah sorang minah cute yg kejatuhan cinta ke atas sorang jejaka. dia mmg suke kt laki ni tp segan a.k.a blushing yg amat bile face-2-face dgn si laki ni. die selalu suruh member die tanye kt si jejaka ape2 soalan yg terkubu kt benak dek kerana malu nak tanye depan2. sometimes she feel that it's juz a hopeless hope, and tired of luving him. tp lepas tu berbunga-bunga balik bile nampak laki tu. weirdo rite?? and the luv story is yet to be ended rite now.

in my deepest sight, aku rase dlm bab luvers and being luved ni, we juz need to be ourselves. if we do like him/her, don't juz like his/her status on fesbuk, put comments, or stalking and talking 'bout him/her. sometime si dia mungkin rase tak selesa dgn ape yg kite buat. show the real part of ourselves, than pretending to be someone that we don't know. it juz creating more confusion.

bak kate commentator, Andy Gray dlm v'game FIFA series, "juz keep ur menthally strong and everything will be fine".

love. it's not that hard. :)